Someday I'll Mean This

[jule1122]

So I'm still working toward my peace with the end of QAF. To that end I have decided that if Morrissey can forgive Jesus, I can forgive Cowlip. This is my version of his song "I Have Forgiven Jesus."

Please keep in mind, this is done completely in jest. I still adore QAF.
I Have Forgiven Cowlip

I was a good fan
I wouldn't do you no harm
I was a nice fan
With a nice BJ obsession
Forgive me any hate
I me any have felt toward you
with fandom's help I know
I'll always be near to you
But Cowlip hurt me
when they deserted BJ/but
I have forgiven Cowlip
for the gay love
they showed to me when there's nothing I can do
about gay love

I was a good fan
through hiatus I'd read
just to spoil you
I carried my heart in my hand
do you understand?
do you understand?
Cowlip hurt me
when they deserted me, but
I have forgiven Cowlip
for all of the love
they placed in me
when there's no show I can turn to with this love
Season 1-Justin bashings
Season 2-fucking Ethan
Season 3-still more Ethan
Season 4-is full of anger
by Season 5-QAF has killed me
by Season 5-QAF has killed me

Why did you show me
so much desire?
when there is nothing I can watch
to offload this desire
Why did you show me
so much love
in a loveless world
when there's no show I can turn to
to see Brian & Justin love
Why did you stick me with
self-sacrificing Brian and Justin
Cowlip-do you hate me?
Why did you stick me with
self-sacrificing Brain and Justin
do you hate me? do you hate me?
do you hate me? do you hate me?

If you'd like to hear the original song, you can watch the video here http://www.morrisseymusic.com/multimedia.asp. There is something absurdly amusing about seeing Morrissey dressed as a priest.


I was a good kid
I wouldn't do you no harm
I was a nice kid
with a nice paper route
Forgive me any pain
I may have brung to you
with God' help I know
I'll always be near to you
but Jesus hurt me
when he deserted me/but
I have forgiven Jesus
for all the desire
He placed in me when there's nothing I can do
about desire

I was a good kid
through hail and snow I'd go
just to moon you
I carried my heart in my hand
do you understand?
do you understand?
Jesus hurt me
when he deserted me, but
I have forgiven jesus
for all of the love
He placed in me
when there's no-one I can turn to with this love
Monday-humiliation
Tuesday-suffocation
Wednesday-condescension
Thursday-is just pathetic
by Friday-life has killed me
by Friday-life has killed me

Why did you give me
so much desire?
when there's nowhere I can go
to offload this desire
Why did you give me
so much love
in a loveless world
when there's no on I can turn to
to unlock all this love
Why did you stick me in
self-deprecating bones and skin
Jesus-do you hate me?
why did you stick me in
self-deprecating bones and skin
do you hate me? do you hate me?
do you hate me? do you hate me?

Comments

[shadownyc.livejournal.com]

Great lyrics--loved it!

[jule1122.livejournal.com]

Thank you!