There Is A Light That Never Goes Out

[jule1122]

I never know what to put in the subject line so today you get one of my favorite Morrissey songs. Odd choice since I've been obsessing over Depeche Mode lately, but it was the first thing I've thought of. Anyway, I am having a very hard time with life right now which in not really important. However, as I mentioned before, when I get like this I tend to hide preferably by reading. This time I managed to find myself an old and apparently dead fandom to hide in. Really a perfect choice since the authors are long gone and as far as I can tell there is no LJ component. There isn't even an opportunity to leave feedback even if I wanted to. It's an obsessive lurker's heaven. But I think it's starting to rot my brain. I feel like I don't even know how to think anymore.

So I am asking you to give me something to think about. Rec me a good book or article. Send me a list of your favorite quotes. Make me explain my opinion on something. I don't care just help me find something productive to think about. I do ask that you don't rec me something really depressing. I can't handle sad endings under good circumstances right now one could send me into traffic. I realize this is a rather bizarre request, but I'm really drowning here. I've debated several hours about writing this and will probably regret it as soon as I post it, but I at a loss of what else to do.

Comments

[twistinside82.livejournal.com]

Unfortunately everything I read is either kind of heartstring tugging or blatantly angsty. I wish I had something for you though! I'm sending good vibes and virtual hugs your way for sure. ♥

[jule1122.livejournal.com]

I'm sending good vibes and virtual hugs your way for sure

That's the best thing you good do. Thanks so much! jule