There Is A Light That Never Goes Out

[jule1122]

I never know what to put in the subject line so today you get one of my favorite Morrissey songs. Odd choice since I've been obsessing over Depeche Mode lately, but it was the first thing I've thought of. Anyway, I am having a very hard time with life right now which in not really important. However, as I mentioned before, when I get like this I tend to hide preferably by reading. This time I managed to find myself an old and apparently dead fandom to hide in. Really a perfect choice since the authors are long gone and as far as I can tell there is no LJ component. There isn't even an opportunity to leave feedback even if I wanted to. It's an obsessive lurker's heaven. But I think it's starting to rot my brain. I feel like I don't even know how to think anymore.

So I am asking you to give me something to think about. Rec me a good book or article. Send me a list of your favorite quotes. Make me explain my opinion on something. I don't care just help me find something productive to think about. I do ask that you don't rec me something really depressing. I can't handle sad endings under good circumstances right now one could send me into traffic. I realize this is a rather bizarre request, but I'm really drowning here. I've debated several hours about writing this and will probably regret it as soon as I post it, but I at a loss of what else to do.

Comments

[jule1122.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much for this amazing response. I think checking this stuff out will help the day go faster. I remember the pictures of the tortoise and hippo from your journal and the always made me smile. The song lyrics are wonderful. I hope you read them for yourself as you typed them. You have no idea what all this meant to me. I hope you are feeling better soon as well. jule

[darlulu.livejournal.com]

I had to reply again 'cause I just followed this link - http://www.mensa-test.com/ - to a mensa intelligence test and it's v.v. fun and mind-boggling (but in a good way). :)